Hello friends, i am surekha from a villgae near kadalur. I am staying in the hostel in chennai and studying college 1st year. The very few days after my semester exams, my headshave was done. This was made by my lover(Rajan). He is a headshave fetisher.Now i am going to share my headshave story with you.......

When i 1st heard about his headshave interest i was shocked but there are many other good qualities that made me love him. He was pestering me for a long time to shave my head but i was ignoring it. During my exams, he said that he is gonna shave my head in his house after the exam getsover. I thought he was kidding. I dint take it seriously. Soon after the last exam, he came to me & told that his parents are going for a festival in their hometown & told me to come the next day to his house for a lunch & said he had planned a surprise for me.The next morning he took me to his home. Only we both were there. He took me inside the house & gave snacks, water...... We were talking for sometime. He said that he called me here today just for shaving my head. I dint expect this. I dont even know how to react when he said this. I started crying, he told me that if he had told this before, i would have not come for sure. He said the barber will reach in few minutes, so that i should be ready for shaving my head. I said i wont do it for any reason. He said i have no other chance, later he pleaded me & told i would look more beautiful in bald head, He loves to see me with that changeover, moreover consoled me that my hair would grow to boycut by the time our college reopens. He knows that i wont go home during this semester holidays.

I had no other option. Though i like it or not i know am gonna be bald in few hours. I had a nice thick & little long hair. I could hear the sound of the gate opening. I guessed it should be the barber. Yes, he has come. Raj told me to come to the backside of the house with loose hair. Before i went there, they had kept things ready for my headshave. The mug full of water, shaving kit was all set under the tree. Seemed like they were waiting for me. Raj told to the barber that he is gonna shave only my head. He told the barber to do it as smooth as possible. The barber accepted. Raj said me not to cry & enjoy the process.

Raj took my dupatta from neck.I was made to sit down & barber bend my head, started to wet my hair. He gave a nice massage for few minutes. I could feel water droplets rolling from my head towards the forehead & backside. Barber inserted the new blade in razor. He left my hair loose dint put bun. He kept the razor in the middle of my head & dragged the razor towards my back..... Ssschhh........Ssscchhhh....... The sound continued. Tears were flowing from my eyes... Then he shaved in my top head towards the forehead. Bunch of hair were fell over my lap. Now i was bald in the middle from forehead to the bck head, with hair on both the napes alone. I could realise the happiness & excitement in his face. Now the barber tilted my towards the right & then left & shaved completely my headshave very soon. He cleane my bald head with sponge & removed the shaved hair around my neck & said its completed. I am now a MOTTAI girl. I could feel the cool breeze allover my head. Raj said the barber to shaveoff my eyebrows too. I screamed but it was of no use. Soon my eyebrows were shavedoff very clean followed by my whole face. 

Raj came near me & touched my scalp. He said to the barber 'Ava mandaya enu nalla mazhichu aeduthudunga. Ava motta manda paakka nalla pala palanu erukanu, Mazhu mazhunu erukanu thotu paakka. Otta mottaya podunga' (Make it so soft. My bald head should be shiny to look & softer to touch. Shave it cleanly). The barber again bend my head and shaved it in opposite direction.... He continued it for 3 times in each direction until Raj was satisfied with my mottai.  My head was totally clean without hair on my head, eyebrows and face. Raj paid him & the barber left the place. 

Raj turned towards me. I was sitting still. He sat next to me and touched my bald head with so much of happiness. He thanked me for putting mottai as per his wish. I dint speak to him. He gave me a new t-shirt & pant for wearing. He had planned everything well before itself. I wore it after a bath. He was seeing tv. I was afraid to se me in mirror. Raj came near me and holded my hands, took me near the mirror. He said that he loves me more than he did before my headshave. He also said am looking so beautiful and kissed my bald head. He said its really sooo soft & shiny. He said his is what he wanted & touched my bald head, carassed, beated....... I came to my normal senses little by little. Though i was afraid about my friends reaction about my mottai, i was happy that Raj likes it very much. He played with my mottai for a while. Then he applied sandal allover my head. He applied it so strongly for so many times. He took me in his bike & dropped near my hostel. People on the way were laughing, few called MOTTA MOTTA. I was so embarrased. As soon as i entered the hostel, my friends started laughing on seeing my motta. 

I washed the sandal & my friends asked the reason for the shiny mottai. I said it was Raj's vow. My friends know he is my lover. So they dint ask anythingelse. They touched my head & said its soo soft.

From next day my friends applied sandal on my head, which they liked to do. Raj wanted me to come in t-shirt & pant with sandal applied in my forehead to a nearby temple everyday during my holidays. I too went to meet him. On my way & in temple many people would see me & laugh, but i never mind it anymore.  Raj loves to call me as MOTTA. now, my Friends too call me as MOTTAI. I too started liking this name & my mottai mandai. 

Atlast Raj had told me that he would like to see me in this getup after 3 months. That is after a month from my college reopen. He is saying it would be much more fun whe i shave it after my college reopen. Waiting for my next mottai. Now my pass time is to keep touching my mottai. I think even i have become a headshave fetisher.